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Bodyguard: M.J. Had Drug Addiction And Secret Girlfriend

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Michael Jackson’s former bodyguard is not only claiming that doctors kept M.J. pumped full of pain killers, but says the singer had a secret girlfriend (who was of legal age). “I never witnessed him actually taking drugs but I knew they were there,” says British martial arts expert Matt Fiddles. He believes that M.J. was addicted to pain killers prescribed to the star by doctors. “We went to great efforts to keep the doctors away,” reveals the bodyguard. “But as soon as we said anything and it got back to Michael, Michael would have a screaming fit that we were interfering with his private life…As far as I’m concerned they have Michael’s blood on their hands.”

TMZ is also reporting that the DEA is assisting the LAPD in investigating possible doctors who may have prescribed Michael with drugs illegally. According to the site, Jackson may have used various aliases to score the prescription drugs, which may have included Demerol and the powerful anesthetic Propofol.

Fiddles also insists that Michael had “someone special” in his life, a secret girlfriend that no fans knew existed. “I’m not going to name who she is,” said Fiddles, “but I think the family were aware that there was someone special in his life who he loved and adored and had his ups and downs with. I don’t know how long they’ve been a couple. I know she’s been with him for some time in different capacities but… it’s up to her if she wants it to come out or the family to speak about this very private information.”

He adds, “He was such a gentle man. He was never built for superstardom as far as I’m concerned.”  [Photo: GettyImages]

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  1. sky Says:

    We just can’t leave this poor guy alone, even in death. It’s SO easy when he’s not around to defend himself.

  2. Tina Says:

    Michael’s children and family deserve some peace, however it is our moral responsibility to Michael’s fans and all of America to show the dangers of prescription drug abuse. It is sad that we have learned nothing since the death of Elvis, and that so many people are enabling these celebrities who are suffering from addiction.

  3. leslie Says:

    some things come once on earth and can never be duplicated
    *I LOVE U MICHAEL AND FOREVER IN MY HEART*

  4. sara Says:

    Can’t we please let this man rest in peace? Why are all these people coming out of nowhere exposing all of his business. That was his business we really shouldn’t care.

  5. Nana Says:

    please enough of these girlfriend rumor. just leave him alone already. he has been through so much already and he doesnt need this anymore.

  6. SJT Says:

    For crying out loud leave MJ alone already. Let him rest in peace!!!

  7. Diane Says:

    just leave the poor man rest in peace. Enough, already. he doesn’t deserve those kind of treatment

  8. erlyne Says:

    i start knw mj the first date i came 2 miami from haiti in i told my old gurl dat he waz a nice guy.n he didnt lke when people start talk badly bout him…….dat why lke bout him…..r.i.p mj am gonna miss u$

  9. Michael D. Says:

    I am proud to have his name. If anyone wants call someone a god? I think we just lost one.

  10. emilia Says:

    i just want to say to the family how sorry i am for micheals’s sudden death one ,and to janet and his mom and his family to stay strong

  11. CLAUDIA Says:

    I LOVE YOU MICHAEL, I LOVE SOOO MUCH
    YOU ROCK MY WORLD AND NOW YOU ARE MY ANGEL
    RIP MICHAEL JACKSON
    WE MISS UUUUUUUUUUUUU

  12. Meagan Says:

    The whole thing is so sad and so sudden and unreal! Cant believe all the gossip but here we all are reading it. I dont like his business being told its his business but to his family and friends…….The millions of fans are so sorry for your grief and stay strong he wont be forgotten God Bless!

  13. princess Says:

    since i heard about the death of mj my heart had been broken and i love you so much rip mj and my blessing goe’s out to his family and stay strong god bless.

  14. vicki Says:

    Why dont people just leave the death and the know that the death can speak.O.M.G just showing how people drag him to be what he was,he is just a human as me and the rest of the world and why do people judge a dead men….God dont sleep for those people..MJ i love you till the end.Atleast you know that you save in god arms and please sing for the angels they song…you are a legend MJ i think its the best that you not around anymore know those people that false accused you will go to hell with the first flight…R.I.P MJJ

  15. luluet Says:

    i wish so many people will leave mj alone and his family he will never be forgoton theres so many haters out there already got him in magazine saying all kids of things about him and his family only god knows everything its not are job to to judge him and dont belive everthing you read sometimes they lie if i was jackson family i wouled be seuing alot of magazines and why do al these stuff comes out when he gone mj and his family will always be in are heart love you mj rest in pease

  16. luluet Says:

    people will say anything dont belive what you hear miss you mj your agreat singer and dancer nobody like you rest in pease

  17. marly Says:

    Most of the stories on VH1 about Michael are false. The one about the nanny pumping Michael’s stomach was false…she realised a statement about it…VH1 is awful!

  18. denis urbano Says:

    Mike is on the top of the chart, followed by Mozart and Beethoven, then Elvis and the Beatles and then way below…. the rest.

  19. Lily Says:

    Omg this is nothing but bull _)_~&$((#!`)`#`~ Poor Michael he will never rest in peace. Even when he’s gone they’re making up stories. Just let him rest. Leave his family and HIM alone. This is what he gets for inspiring artists? I don’t think so. LEAVE HIM ALONE!!!!!!

  20. mae i Says:

    He was a simple , humble and gentle soul who paid a big price of fame, wealth and stardom .My heart bled when i heard he died. im sure he is in a better place now.

  21. Never forgotten Says:

    I have been a fan of Michael every since I have known of The Jackson 5 and I still am I have been to several of his concerts and every one was awesome and breath taking. Michael is one of a kind, the greatest he was like another Jesus. Now I am 44 yrs. old my kids are fans my entire family is also. I have NEVER believed any of those aligations that he was accused of. I wish that everyone would just let him rest in peace. Yes this is unbelievable, but we all must go some day, We as human beings in our carnal minds are selfish because that’s how we are and we will say that he left too soon, but only God knows best. Michael will forever live in our hearts. WE LOVE YOU MICHAEL, BABY REST IN PEACE AND NOW YOU HAVE ETERNAL HAPPINESS………………..
    I LOVE YOU MIKE

  22. Dolores Ramirez Says:

    I just want to say that MIchael was a great performer and no one, I mean no one will ever, ever take his place…. Michael, may you rest in peace.

  23. Sherry Forester Bryan USA Says:

    Everyone go to this link and look at this video. Notice at the VERY end, when the lights are almost out…watch his mouth. He has a stern, serious face, then when the lights are ALMOST completely faded…he grins this incredible grin…he’s so excited!

    http://www.radaronline.com/exclusives/2009/07/headline-breaking-news-jackson-rehearsal-video-released

    Michael Jackson has given me a lifetime of memories, I am so very fortunate to have grown up in the 70’s-80’s to have seen all his phases, enjoyed his music, video’s, interviews, album covers, news articles, etc. I’ve heard, seen and read nearly all of them. My bedroom and locker walls had so many posters of Michael plastered on them, it looked like wallpaper. I feel like I “know” Michael. Michael was: kind & innocent minded; generous & religious; self-conscious & sensitive; childish & infatuated with fantasy; perfectionist & dedicated. With all of these preceding attributes blended, that is what we have…our eccentric Michael. He has given me the best gift of all, an incredible childhood - all while he lost his.

    I have to stand up for my favorite human-being in the entire universe:

    As I mentioned before, I’ve followed him in the media for years. If you look at that man’s eyes, you CANNOT tell me that he was anything BUT good - Michael just did not have that in him. He was too much of a child to even think like a predator.

    I have never once, thought he could be guilty of the allegations of molestation. It’s a shame that people are so darned money hungry, and put MJJ through those allegations. We, true fans, know how incredibly shy Michael was, and the fact that LAPD took photos of his genitalia for all to see during court was horrifying to him - so what’s $20M to a billionaire, to not have to go through the hassle, and embarrassment?

    I have baby-sat for my friends. The kids and I would be having a blast, and not want the fun to end; so at bedtime, I let them stay in my room so we could giggle until we fell asleep. There’s NOTHING WRONG WITH THAT!!! I only had an $88,000 house and I am NOT a super-star…so imagine how the kids must have felt at Michael’s house?! WOW! SO excited and not wanting to be away from him - of course they’re going to want to be near him and beg to stay in his room. What a grand experience that must have been, my gosh - they had the best times of their lives!

    Cory Feldman’s statement said that Michael had showed him pictures of genitalia which were of STD’s. Michael was just trying to protect his young and famous friend from falling into sexual temptation from all the groupies. I did the same thing with my nephew. I’m a nurse - I got out my books and showed my 11 year old nephew pictures of genital warts, herpes, gonorrhea, and end stage AIDS victims. You should have seen the look in his eyes; those photo’s put fear into him! Those photo’s are now etched into his young mind and may very well save his life!! That’s all MJJ was trying to do to his young friend, was to show him what could happen if he fell into temptation!

    I just wish everyone knew the depth and layers, the genius and magical skill, the perfection and dedication, which Michael Jackson had. I feel sorry for the younger generation, raised in the 90’s during all the allegations - and how their views of MJJ are tainted.

    Now Michael is free from burden and heartbreak…although he left a world of broken hearts behind. But, when I cry over him, I tell myself, I am just feeling sorry for ME, and that HE is in a better place now. I have a favorite quote, I don’t know who wrote it, but it says, “Don’t cry because I am gone. Smile because you knew me”. I think Michael would’ve liked that one.

    I LOVE YOU MICHAEL - THANK YOU FOR GIVING US EVERYTHING YOU HAD; YOUR EMOTION AND HEART ARE HEARD IN EVERY SONG YOU SING, WHICH WILL LIVE FOREVER! NOW GO SING WITH THE ANGELS & BE FREE AND FLY LIKE PETER PAN! YOU’LL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART AND IN MY CD PLAYER!!!!!

  24. marie Says:

    i want to say how very distrubed i’am about this whole ordeal. are they taking a look at the nurse why don’t they look at her phone records on that night she saids he called her. she saids someone called her and she could here michael in the back ground. find out who’s phone was used to call her see who she called. what was the purposed of the Dr. being there that night. it’s just to weird. michael jackson now you can moonwalk with the angels in heaven and don’t worry the media can’t find you there. rest in peace michael

  25. ciara Says:

    i don,t think he’s dead because when i look back into his life i found some shocking clue’s

  26. Ana Says:

    We just need to let him rest in peace.I mean I loved the guy but please let him rest.And his dad shoouldn’t be wanting to charge people to get into his son’s funeral.I mean it’s pathetic.Just let him rest please.
    I LOVE YOU MICHAEL JACKSON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1<3

  27. Ashleigh Says:

    i love his song “Thriller” and “Beat It”.
    so does my twin and we played some of his songs at the dance.

  28. ghed Says:

    Its so sad that until now bad talks are coming out to MJ.Whatever was real for all these stories,its none of our business. let s just keep quiet .MJ cant answer back anymore.Its sooo sad that i cant even touch him when he’s still alive and mybe the best thing that i can do to show my appreciation on how he entertained us ,IS TO JUST LOVE HIM,cherish his memories and pray for his soul…love you MICHAEL!!!You’re now with our LORD..we’ll gonna miss you on our tv screens but you leave us with your amazing talents and thats hw we’ll remmber you..

  29. chabelis A Says:

    Michael Jackson is a wonderful man leave him alone and let him rest in peace please just let him be i beg of you

  30. joelly ramos Says:

    its so sad to hear that he left like that ,and no one not knowing what really caused his death its a shame…

  31. joelly ramos Says:

    oh and another thing michael was who he wanted to be,he wasnt trying to be like other superstars and ppl didnt like that or understand him ..and yes maybe he did have a girlfriend that no one knew ..i wonder y no one found out who she was..ok enough of this crap..hes the king of pop .that guy knew how to dance his butt off . rip michael always missed but never forgotten.09

  32. joelly ramos Says:

    i think we all have secrets and michael had lots of them ,but we still love him how he wanted to be .if we was all going through what he was going through you would want love from your family,friends ,fans ,kids,and he had a secret admire that we dont know who she is..its sad to belive he passed away .i know that bubbles misses him to as well as us…theres always a follower and some one will follow them footsteps to become what he was .ppl all over look up to him

  33. Vikki Smith Says:

    I was born 11 years after Michael Jackson, so I grew up listening to the King of Pop. However I greatly miss him but I have his legend and his love for people deep in my heart. We lost a great man in reality but he will always be in our hearts and minds until the end of time. Love you Michael Joseph Jackson. I miss you so much i can not stop crying

  34. melisa Says:

    mj has been an insperation 2 every1 and for people 2 say he is a child melaster i didnt beleive it 1 bit

  35. Dale Says:

    I’m a 58 yr. old farmer from the middle of Ks. and have loved Michael Jackson and his whole family since the early days of the Jackson 5. I never believed any accusations they ever brought against MJ. I just loved watching him perform and dancing to his music. The world will miss you Michael. My sincere sympathy goes out to your family. Rest in Peace.

  36. ANIA Says:

    I AM SO TIRED OF YOU MAG, AND NEW REPORTERS. I THINK YOU NEED TO KEEP YOUR OWN MIND ON YOUR OWN BUSINESS. HOW DARE YOU EVEN BEGIN STARTING CRAP AT THIS MOMMENT IN TIME. I THINK YOUR THE FAKE’S THING OUT THERE. I LOVE MICHAEL. HE IS EVERY GIRL’S DREAM. HE IS VERY TALENTED AND SO MUCH MORE, BUT DON’T YOU EVEN DARN AND TRY TO MAKE HIM LOOK LIKE A DARN FOOL WHEN YOUR NOT EVEN TRYING TO ATTEMPT TO MAKE THIS WORLD THAT WE LIVE IN SOMETHING SPECIAL. MJ DID THAT AND NO ONE CAN TAKE THE SPOT LIGHT OFF OF HIM. SO HERE IS MY QUESTION, “WHY DON’T YOU LET HIM REST IN PEACE LIKE OTHER’S HAVE”. YES, HE IS FAMOUS BUT GUESS WHAT HE IS SOMEONE THAT AMAZING AND IF YOU HAVEN’T FORGOTTON HE IS JUST LIKE YOU AND I. SO YOU CAN TAKE THIS MESSAGE TO YOU LAMEEEEEE NEWSPAPER AND TELL ME SOMETHING I DON’T KNOW ALREADY.

    PS. GET YOUR STORY STARIGHT BEFORE YOU MAKE A TOTAL IGNORANT PERSON. DO SOMETHING WITH YOUR LIFE INSTEAD OF BRACKING PEOPLE DOWN.

    HOW YOU LIKE THOSE APPLE’S.

  37. Vicki Says:

    Although we all loved Micheal Jospeph Jackson, God loved him best. Having grown up on his music, and his philanthropy, I truely hope that his love for man kind will be remembered most. I also pray that his family will be able to find strength in each other for his children’s sake a heal in some way. God bless you, Micheal we love and will miss you terribly, but I know that God loved you best.

  38. Kimberly Says:

    I truly love michael Jackson I grow up watching him change listening to all his music my favorite song was ben I attented all his concert up until the age of 17 I will truly miss him he was the best entertainer that ever lived I guess god needed more angles in heaven michael jackson will never be replace and he will live in my heart for ever

  39. Harlene Says:

    everybody plzz leave michael alone while he was here he went through so much may he please rest in peace{i love u michael much love {kisses}

  40. shelly-ann Says:

    the world has lost the second greatest gift from god….the greatest musical talent of the millenium….and we’re so lucky to have witnessed a true musical genius……from all of in the caribbean..rest in peace…love you michael!!!

  41. BEATRIS & PATTY Says:

    Michael Jackson was an inspirational and successful person and we really admire him and his music. We think that many people now realized that what we have is all we got, and we don’t know what we have until it gone . RIP Michael Jackson you will be missed by many!!

  42. nazir patel Says:

    You may want to check out my blog - we knew michael for a period of time.
    http://blogs.bigadda.com/naz4584795/

  43. Lynn Says:

    Instead of bring all the bad, (like any loyal fans cares anyway), why will no one play ALL his music in it’s entirety? I would LOVE to hear all his music from the start of the Jackson 5 to now without all the hosts flapping their traps through them all!! We LOVE MICHAEL JACKSON and his music…not all the chatter!!!

  44. Ray Ray Says:

    It was a shame to see MJ

  45. Faustine Says:

    Michael in death just as in life has brought an audience together to keep his greatest living forever more. Michael was truly a remarkable performer and has left a defining mark on the entertainment industry. His music penetrates the very being of one’s soul and made you just want to imitate his every move. The man had a heart of gold, centered with love for people in which he shared to the world through his music and monetary giving. I grow up with his music and I will always love Michael Jackson, regardless what’s published or said about him. He has stood the test of time to come back victorious, after being falsely accused and having to live with those allegations hanging over his head. I didn’t believe it THEN and I don’t believe it NOW. The man is dead let him R.I.P. God will be his judge not us. My heart goes out to his family and may the peace of God that surpasses all understanding comfort, rest and abide in their heart and mind during this time of loss.

    P.S. “ALL I WANT TO SAY IS THAT THEY DON’T REALLY CARE ABOUT US” I love that song…

  46. ANCA Says:

    You will never die in our hearts!The gifts God gave you and you passed to us through your music will stay with us forever. God Bless you Michael.
    FROM ROUMANIA.

  47. elizabeth sullivan Says:

    michael jacksons memorial service is july 7th tuesday at the staples center down town los angeles he is so awesome he sings like an angel i wish he was not dead i miss him

  48. maureen downton Says:

    YES TO ME IT WOULD HELP IF EVERYONE WOULD NOT DOWN MICHAEL JACKSON SO HARD THE GUY IS AT PEACE NOW ALL YOU HEAR IS FOLK TRYING TO DOWNING HIM SO PEOPLE NEED TO GET A LIFE AND NOT DOWN THE KING OF POP MICHEAL HAD TOUCH SO MANY HEART AND LIVES THAT HE WAS THAT GOOD THERE WE ALWAYS BE SOMEONE THAT WILL TRY TO PUT SOMEONE OWN AND NOT THERE SELFAND SO WHAT IF HE HAD SOMEONE IN HIS LIFE IT AIN’NT NO DIFFERENT THEN ANYONE ELSE TO BE WITH SOME BODY IF THAT IS TRUE OR A LIE FOLKS THE GUY IS AT PEACE AND LEAVE IT AT THAT HIS FAMILY IS SUFFERING A LOT AND SO IS HIS FANS SO LET THE GUY BE AT REST…

  49. Pam Leary Says:

    I am so sad at the passing of Michael Jackson that it feels like a close friend is gone. He was a great entertainer and musician. It’s a shame that it took his passing for people to realize what we had was a genius in our midst. It’s like all people want to believe is the worst of things. They let “gossip rags” overshadow the truly good in people and they aren’t happy til something bad happens to that person so they can say “I told you so”.The only thing good now is that Michael now has peace and quiet and he is truly singing with the angels.I hope he knew how true his real fans were and knew how much love there was for him. May he rest in peace,we love you now and forever.

  50. ANON Y. Mouse Says:

    Who cares? As long as they were consenting adults, he was free to date anybody he wanted.

  51. netia Says:

    I have been a huge fan of MJ ever since I was 4, it hurts me to see how the media tried to tear this good man apart, while he was living, and now, they still not giving him the respect he deserved. I mourn him, like he was family. My daughter is just 3, but she knows who MJ is(The best entertainer ever) RIP Michael J.

  52. Toni Says:

    I still can’t believe that Michael is dead. I am the same age as Michael and I grew up with the Jacksons’ music. If there is one thing I would say to Michael it would be that he was a gift from God. He was so handsome, kind and gentle…why would someone want to hurt him. The media are like sharks…eating everything in sight, causing pain and misery. Michael is gone so he and his family should be able to have peace in their lives. What about his children? They are suffering from the loss of the only parent they knew. People are cruel….I think all this media hype is foolish and jealousy. Michael tried to make parts of his life private so people make up stuff. As for the medical people around him…anyone who does that much surgery on a person’s face has no morals..they are in it for the money…and if they are prescribing too many pills….they are in it for the money and thriving off someone else’s pain and misery. These people should be in prison and their ability to practice medicine revoked. You can see how Michael has been hurting inside all of his life….just look at his eyes. Perhaps now that he is in heaven he can moonwalk and smile proudly. MJ you are loved by many and truly missed. I just wonder was musical genius was still inside of you. Rest in the arms of our Lord and Savior and may God grant you and your family peace.

  53. Jamie Wilson Says:

    This is the most perfect example of not knowing what we have until it’s gone. Despite everything, essentially not knowing what is true and what isn’t, losing Mr. Michael Jackson has been a huge personally felt loss - to me and many others. He was so beautiful inside and out. Trying to improve the conditions of the world and seeing kids as our future are examples of his love for humankind. As for his troubles, to live and grow up in the spotlight to that degree…It’s certainly understandable that there could have been some neurosis. Probably OCD, a perfectionist and perhaps trying to correct some of the childhood he must have felt cheated out of. Having an addiction is a disease, not a laughing matter, regardless of who you are. Just like Princess Diana, the media and our fascination with celebrity has ended another tortured life. I am sorry, Michael, for the role I played. And, thank you for all of your gifts to us. May the angels protect you and show you the way.

  54. Shannon Says:

    Michael Jackson (King of Pop) is an inspiration to the entire world. His death should be celebrated with the respect that he deserves. We will celebrate his passing, R.I.P MJ and may you continue to inspire everyone with your music, love and talent. It’s all about what MJ has given the world, nothing else matters. We love you Michael Jackson.

  55. evelyn Says:

    ill miss michael . i think it time for people to stop talking bad about him they ,have said too many bad things when he was alive now they want they wan to keep on with it just stop please stop .you all may be why he could take it any more may god help you……………………………michael will be miss

  56. yolanda Says:

    My heart goes out to his chldren most of all and to his family… Michael Jcakson had a Huge impact all over the world and his early dismise has stunned the GLOBE!!!!!! Yes noone can ever place this man he is in Heaven now where he nolonger have to deal with the LIES that these so called people r tellin now that he is gone can U inhuman’s let him REST he could’nt do it when he was alive so let him REST now….Michael Jackson U will always be in my Heart ur God’s Angel now U can Fly now ur free.. May God keep U and ur Family Safe…

  57. LATOYA Says:

    I will miss Michael Jackson so very much. I loved that man with all of my heart. M y dream in life was to marry him and have his kids. But that will never happen because he was taken away from us all. I still love him like he wasn’t even gone. Growing up I remember always just wanting to be there for him by his side. Nobody else really cared they just always put him down. Last year they had a contest on the radio station they said they were going to send the number one fan to neverland. I called in and won , but just what it was just a hoax. That was the worst thing someone could have ever done to me. That broke my heart. I LOVE YOU MJJ AND WILL MISS YOU. WITH LOVE YOUR NUMBER ONE FAN.

  58. Kaitlynn Says:

    Michael was the one and only and no one will ever be able to replace him.
    I think that is why everybody hates on him cause they know they will never be better than him.
    I love you michael and my hopes and prayers go out to your children and family>

  59. Inga Says:

    Michael Jackson was truly a gift from God. He was a son, brother, and father. He was truly the “King of Pop”. Michael we miss you, love you, and you will always be in our hearts forever.

  60. MUFFY Says:

    Michael Jackson…

    Was a legend and will Forever be a Legend!
    GOD Bless Him and his Family….

    He can now rest in Peace now!
    Muffin

  61. Kimberly George Says:

    d the media couldn’t leave him alone. What ashame that now in his death, they still can’t leave him alone. Micheal RIP. The world wasn’t ready for someone like you. I’m going to miss you…..

  62. bizmark Says:

    One thing about MJ is people always talk and no one knows who or what to believe. I miss MJ so much. I believed in him and will always love him. The world just wasn’t ready for this guy. His fans never left his side, even when the media tried their very best to make us turn against him. Nothing compares to loyal MJ fans. We will love him forever.

  63. Cathy Ginter Says:

    I remember back to the days of the “Jackson Five”….what a talented group of boys they were. When Michael went solo….he kept the jackson name going. There will be no man go where Michael J. has gone. It still seems like you are not gone. You have done so much, alot of things i didn’t even realize. You showed alot of emotions which showed in alot of your music. You definely put the “a” in awesome. The only this about this that i regret is not ever getting to see you in concert…..Prayers go out to your family. I’m sure there are back up singers and dancers with you in heaven….it is probably the most beutiful thing. You are sadly missed by millions all over the world but you will “never” be forgotten. Your music will live on as long as i am alive. Thanks for all the memories, from you and your brothers….Luv ya!

  64. Mawuena Says:

    Its about time they acknowelged me (The secret girlfriend!) Lol jk

  65. Samantha Says:

    I still can’t believe that Michael Jackson is dead. I will miss him very very much. I have never had a famous persons’ tragedy affect me so much. I think that Michael was a very sad man, and this goes to prove that you may have everything-talent, money, fame-but you can still be unhappy. I think the only reason Michael had those surguries was because he had so many people around him sucking him out, not the fans, but I mean like his entourage. I never thought Michael was ugly. To me he was very handsome.When people claimed that Michael would do innapropiate things to him, I didn’t believe it. Michael had a rough childhood, so why would he want to take something from someone else, when he suffered from the same kind of situation, having a bad childhood. Michael wasn’t bizzare or weird, he was just misunderstood, and the media is just terrible. Even when he died they still talk crap. Why can’t they talk about the good? Like all the charity work he has done. It’s just so sad. my heart goes out to the entire Jackson family and his three children. May you rest in peace Michael Jackson. We all love and miss you.

  66. Donna Says:

    I was born in ‘68, so I have never known a world without Michael Jackson. I was always a fan, it just always felt like I knew him, I think everyone felt that way. He was a constant presence, him and his music. Many of his songs were the soundtrack of my life. I guess he just seemed immortal in a way, and his death has surprisingly put me into a profoundly mourning state. I always believed his talent was only matched by his glorious spirit of innocence and kindness. My prayers go out to his family.

  67. JALEESA A. BROWN Says:

    THIS IS FULL OF NONSENSE LIKE COME ON NOW LET MICHAEL REST IN PEACE… YOU PEOPLE ARE REALLY KILLING ME TALKING ABOUT HIM WHEN HE IS DEAD LIKE THAT’S DISRESPECTFUL LIKE PLEASE GIVE HIM SOME TYPE OF RESPECT. GIVE HIM THE RESPECT HE GAVE YOU GUYS.

  68. amanda Says:

    it really hurts me…ive been sad with other famous deaths but his i cried!i used to kiss his poster at age 10!he was so handsome….miss u ur a angel!

  69. ROSE GARZA Says:

    Every summer I swim in the afternoons in my backyard swimming pool with my outdoors stereo blaring with Michael Jackson music. The birds sit on the electrical wires and watch me. Lately it seems that the birds are chirping as if though they are singing along with Michael Jackson. I believe Michael Jackson was a gift to the earth. May he rest in peace.

  70. Veronica Says:

    We never value what we have. When Michael was alive, everybody was out to get him like a bunch of blood thirsty vultures. He was a troubled man, a child of abuse and violence, forced pretty much into child labor very early in his life. He had a God given talent that is one on a million but it only brought him suffering. It appears like he was never truly happy, always trying to be better, look better, be more accepted. And while his was warshiped during the Thriller times, people were cruel to him after that saying that he could never top his success. But how could any artist top that.? That was his Sistine Chapel and there has not been an artist since who has come even close to that. The criticism, the pressure to be perfect, the body image issues, the libel and lies all around him is what killed Michael. When that brat came out in 1993 with all those allegations, we were all so fast to believe to condemn and even faster the second time around. How do you think it felt for Michael to be loved and then hated and despised by everybody. He was surrounded by leeches who were feeding off him and using him. Too bad that his family members weren’t there to protect him when he needed it. He was a lonely man, a man who gave his life to please us and who we betrayed and left to die. Watchi his early videos, when as a child, he was singing Ben and I’ll be there. Look at his eyes and see what our love for gossip and scandal did to that child. I always liked Michael’s music but I ‘ve never been a die hard fan. But seeing him perish like this just broke my heart. Forget his shining talent, forget his fame , forget all the scandal around him, try to see a child in him, a person, a human being, a father, a brother, a son who is gone forever, gone because nobody cared enough to save him. There will never be another Michael Jackson, a person who insipred millions and who enriched our cultural and musical legacy . And instead of being grateful we all were just scandal hungry, unhuman and unfeeling. We all betrayed him when he was alive and needed our love and support and now we are trying to make ourselves feel better by singing him praises. A true genius gone…

  71. Trisha Gail Says:

    If Michael had a secret girlfriend then good for him. He deserved some happiness. As for the drug addiction it’s a disease. If a abuse of persription drugs played a part in MJ’s death may we make a example of the medical personel that allowed this to happen and revoke their medical license.

  72. Jodie Says:

    I am very sad about the death of MJ. He brought so much to so many people and much like Princess Diana he had no privacy. There will never be another soul that reaches the level that he did. I will miss him very much. If I could say only one thing to his family it is that I am so sorry for your loss. At the end of the day regardless of who he was to all of us, he was their family. My heart hurts to think of his children losing the only parent they had known. No child that young should ever have to bury their parent. And no parent should have to bury their child.

    MJ…may God grant you the peace and serentiy you didn’t have in this life.

  73. kristeene hopkins Says:

    michael was the lite of my life now i am down to where im sad

  74. stephanie Says:

    thinking of michael jackson was like raising up to touch a star but never can touch it again…

  75. coco Says:

    My reguard goes out to the family,even thou we weren’t blood we were still family.for a lot we watch him since jackson 5 so we feel connected to him.and the media suck this man gave more then anyone,name someone who gave to 39charity,cause I know no one!!!I know it’s hard for a parent to bury a child but his visit was over it was time for him to return home.god wanted him back,but if you ever miss him,you have memories music and dvd so you will have a part of him with you.

  76. Tena Says:

    There was nothing weird or strange about Michael Jackson. He was who God made him, the most gentle spirit who loved others more than he loved himself. Being different only made him unique, and he will truly be blessed for the love he gave to others, and I know that he is in heaven and he is in peace with no more torment from this world. I know what it feels to truly mourn for someone, and my heart goes out so deeply to his family, who someday I would love to meet.

  77. Dae-Dae Says:

    Hey it is, what it is Michael reminds me of his sister Janet she knew how to keep a secret like when she married no one knew until she got a divorse so I can understand why Michael kept it quite it’s nobodies business anyway who anyone dates I’m private in the area to. As far as the pain pills go I can relate but there is a point where you have to stop for health reasons.

  78. wendy Says:

    See he had a gilfriend for many years so why would he want to be with boys I never beleived that at all. That woman ( the boy mom) just wanted a piece of the millions and she got it so she shut up but, she also ruiuned his reputation by being jelous of him. He was a very talented and excellent performer and will be deeply missed by alot of fans. So those people that hurt him in his life I hope they pay for what they have done to him. He probably would have never went this route if people would just left him alone people should not throw rocks at glass houses. Now his children willbe without him in the most precious time in thier life. RIP Michael you will be missed dearly.

  79. nicole brooke Says:

    i cant believe his gone. why cant people leave him alone.? he’s gone now and there STILL talking bad about him. i wasnt alive when jackson five started or when he started his solos but iv researched him & his songs, and no one will ever be able to duplicate him. you can try but you wont succeed. MJ is one of a kind. he Loved children and life, and people took his love, and took advantage of him. by saying he was a child melester. so i guess there cant be love in this world without people thinking your rapping peoplelike the press did just for money. im 13 and i understand the diffrence between reall love for the world, and fake love just to get atttention.so how much older is the press going to get until they understand that.?
    The Moonwalk,Croch Grab, And Kick. Legendary. you are and always will be in my heart & in all your other fans hearts.

  80. Lanecia Says:

    When i was a kid i used to be in love with micheal jackson. He was aking and he was a inspirer micheal made me so in love when i saw him he is the most friendlysit person probably micheal was an awesome guy he was a great father. MY FAV video by him is Bad love him in that he looked so cute and my other is Remember The Time that was the stuff right there. Micheal may the king of pop live on forever love you mike R.I.P

  81. kay Says:

    The first time i hear micheal jackson got to be there ,i was a little girl growing up in jamica and from that time on i was hook on micheal jackson,u will be missed u r the greastest of them all,no one can take your place u will be the next bob marley,rip micheal u will be missed

  82. betsey Says:

    iam only seventeen years old,but as long as i can remember i have been one of michael jackson’s biggest fans.i never believed any of the harsh things people accused michael of.he was a good man,and wanted to make a difference in this world.and i think he did that,but if not,i know he made a huge impact on my life.thank you so much for being there for me michael,i wish i could’ve personally known you.i love you soooo much.rest in peace,god bless.

  83. cc Says:

    WHOEVER THOUGHT TO PUT THIS ON THE PAGE SHOULD ALL BURN IN HELL!!! REALLY!!

  84. SERGIO Says:

    MJ I LOVE U I LISTEN TO YOUR SONGS EVERY DAY I REALY MISS U

  85. crystal Says:

    You will be missed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you

  86. Tori Says:

    I am only 13. I am never really listened to his amazing music before. I knew who he was, I knew he was accused for many things. When he died I was with one of my best friends and we didn’t belive he was dead. We went strait to the computer, went to youtube and listend to his music. We love his music now, we can’t get enough of it! He really is an amazing person. I wish we would have listend to it before. I am a huge fan now. I still can’t belive he is gone. He died at such an early age. I just want to say that I love you Michael and you will always be in my heart, and you are more than the king of pop, you are the king of all music. You inspired everyone and you hepled them understand that you can do anything you set your heart to. So, no one should say horrible things about you because you did all of this for us and we all put you through a hard time, people lie and they shouldn’t you did nothing wrong. R.I.P. Michael Jackson!

  87. Kelly Says:

    It was never about just Michael it was always about us. To Michael Jackson his fans were his life every time someone would yell “I love you Michael” he would always reply “I love you more” . This man had a huge heart that so many people took for granted and twisted his good deeds to pleasure themselves. This man was self less he thought of so many people he didn’t even meet. Musical he impacted the industry in a tremendous way but he also impacted the life of ever individual that heard his voice and watch him dance. Michael Jackson was more then a performer or entertainer he was a son a brother a cousin a nephew a friend and a father. Michael Jackson is the biggest icon for music but always the biggest icon for love. I loved Michael when I first heard his voice he was singing Who’s loving you and since then I have been captivated and moved by everything he did. Even though I didn’t get the chance to meet Michael I always felt like I was connected to him by his music like in some way I knew him thanks to the songs he wrote and sang and for that I am grateful. Michael Jackson made me want to be someone better in this life, Michael change the world but so many people weren’t ready for that change so the critiqued everything he did or said and called him “strange” and tried to tear him down because he could build up so much but he never stayed down just for us and the cause. Michael Joseph Jackson I pay my respect to you and your family I might just be 17 but I know this much, that what you did for this world can never be sum up in words you were has true has you presented yourself to be a loving youthful man that just wanted a childhood that he longed for and now your beside our creator and able to fulfill your heart desire. You impacted me greatly through your time on this earth and my children and their children will keep your legacy alive. My respects to Paris,Blanket,and Prince Michael may god be with you and your in my prayers through this hard time .

  88. kIm Says:

    I know there are alot of rumors saying Michael is not the biological father. But have you noticed that Blanket looks alot like Michael. Ok course i mean in his younger years. So maybe the rumors aren’t trueas far as blanket goes.

  89. Luvenia Brewer Says:

    To Micheal whom we all loved will be forever missed. Micheal you are going to a place where there’s no more pain or heartache. You were never left to live a life that was truly yours and that was owed to you. You presented the world with love, knowledge and opportunity. People have a tendency to feed off the negative and it’s only when someone as great as you have left us that we finally acknowledge the good that you have brought to this entire universe. Fly away Micheal and ease into heavens gates knowing that your job was well done. You are at peace know you will see some that you’ve missed and some you will share old songs nad memories of what you left on earth. The stillness and peace to one day will will hope to find in that geat place in the sky.

    I WILL FORVER LOVE YOU IN MY HEART BECAUSE WE WERE BORN THE SAME YEAR
    AND I GREW UP WITH MICHEAL JOSEPH JACKSON!!!!!!!

  90. Leah Says:

    MJ certainly was an Icon. He will be missed. He was so talented and was a genius in the music field. I[’m glad that the doctor’s surrounding him, past and present, will be taken ‘to task’ hopefully for their part in providing him with drugs. However unpopular as this next comment is, I have to make it. Ultimately, MJ was responsible for his own actions.
    This is the sad part. His death could have been avoided. Supposedly he distanced himself from anyone around him who spoke to him about his ‘alledged’ dependence on drugs. I just wish MJ’s family would have done an intervention at some point..perhaps this might have made a difference in his lifestyle. Hindsight is 20-20. May he rest in peace. We all thank him for his contributions to our world. Thank You Michael.

  91. Sundrisha Says:

    There will never be another MichaelJackson in my life, and now it feels like part of my heart has died. I will miss the one that inspires my heart the best.

  92. bertha Says:

    EVER BODY NEED TO KISS MICHAEL JACKSON AND HIS FAMILY A**

  93. Debbie Says:

    Now the media is trying to pick apart Paris speaking at the service. the media needs to stop and realize what they do to peoples lives. They cause death.

  94. avelon Says:

    i grew up listening all micheal jackson’s son,,but my favorite of all was remember the time,,he looked like a prince…mj..i will miss you soooo soooo much,…u have left a scar in our hearts…but i know you will be singing to all the angels in heaven and soing the moon walk on the clouds and on the rainbow..i love you micheal and will miss you and if you see my brother in heaven…please sing for him..he was one of your biggest fans…love you mj and miss you..god blessings

  95. Latisha Says:

    I JUST LOVE HOW PEOPLE COME WITH ALL THE GARBAGE, AFTER HE GONE, SOME PEOPLE WILL DO ANYTHING FOR SOME CAMERA TIME

  96. kerlissia Says:

    my name is kerlissia and i fell if someone said no more pills/drugs then mean either a little or none .

  97. DSF777Tenet Says:

    MJ was just an innocent boy who’s parents are to blame for his miss-direction in life. He had no choice but to follow, and all the money or love in the world could not stop his death.

  98. Maxcine Says:

    Michael Jackson was a beautiful, kind, and wonderful person. He will be deeply missed.

  99. Shaun Says:

    It’s a shame that take another person 2 soon! I really feel sorry for his kids! As an entertainer he was the greatest! Nobody will ever do what he has done! As a person we will never really know what’s true.The man wasn’t normal.What kind of man sleeps in bed with a bunch of childern that aren’t related to him or hangs a baby or a railing? Somethings just don’t add up! We will never know the whole truth.

  100. me loving mike Says:

    RIP Michael Jackson!

    of course his girlfriend would be of legal age!!!!

  101. liz Says:

    If MJ had a “secret girlfriend” as his former bodyguard says that he did…then at least those rumors about him being gay can be put to rest. I never once believed he was gay anyway….for the following reasons: he had been married to two women in the past and always talked about how much he loved and cared about Tate O’Neal and Brooke Shields. Whoever his “secret girlfriend” …and it was not Grace the nanny….La Toya has said that in an article where she talks about “MJ being murdered”…that Grace and MJ were not a couple. So we may never actually know who this girlfirend of MJ’s was…hopefully if he did in fact have one, she made him happy. He deserved to be with someone special.